Of Life and Loss of Love

Originally posted on my other blog 2009:

Feeling older,
incomplete,
turning inward,
can't compete,
while thoughts abounding,
in my head,
of escaping - hiding,
are being fed.

Withdraw and flee,
the only way,
cannot take it,
must be a way,
to understand,
and make it be,
no...
cannot change it,
is it me?

If it is, I need to go
can't go through it
anymore,
Life is great,
then crashing down,
roller coaster
spinning round.
Rolling coasters
seem to be
my endless downfall
- enemy.

Never knowing
what comes next
but see it clearly
seems complex.
See it coming
face the truth
or hide and wait
for living proof.

Self fulfilling
prophecy?
Something different
meant to be?
Exit sanely
keep the cool,
wading deeper
in the pool.

But what of love?
That cosmic joke!
See the bear..
take a poke.
Trust your heart
feel the sting
never seeing
what it brings.

Know the truth
see it come
struggle deep
for peace not won.
Blast of hatred
for self and man
kindred spirits?
just a scam?.

But what of love
that cosmic joke?
Feel the fire
smell the smoke.
Grasp the flames
slipping through
denying logic
drowning you.

Kindred thoughts
too much, too fast
too many hurts
stuck in the past.
Breaking free
from deeds unwon
spinning forces
come undone.

~Bodecoa


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